Tuesday, November 18, 2008

I am thankful for

my mom, I would be lost without her. She Mean's the world to me. I know I can talk to her about anything. Sometimes, She can't deal with some issues well but others she can. Ive had some rough years with my family but in the end I think we got closer. She listens to me when I have girl problems or anything. On the other hand sometimes I feel bad because I'm not like that with my dad and I think it hurts him sometimes. I love my mom though and I'm very thankful she is in my life and is here for me like a true mother

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

I get excited when I think bout

going on a nice trip. I love going out of town and the drive there. My favorite place to go is Arkansas's. When I think bout it, I get all happy. When I'm there I feel so peaceful. I enjoy it so much, there's four wheelers and the woods. I just get excited thinking about going anywhere. if my mom was to say that we were going to the beach, I would be happy. I think I just love getting any from everything. I feel like when I get away from places, I recuperate. Me and my mom just had a trip to our self and I felt so great. we talked the whole way and enjoyed it. I get excited because going somewhere for me is wonderful.

Thursday, November 6, 2008

I remeber

when I was a little girl, my mom use to always live in apartments. My favorite one was the "Apples" I found my first best friend there. We were ALWAYS with each other. We would get in some fights but then we always made up. She was the best best friend I ever had. I Cherish all the memories with her because she ended up moving out of the state. We kept in contact for a year or so and one summer she came down and spent the weekend with me but we ended up loosing contact. If I could do it all over I would never loose contact with her. She was always there for me when I was little and those were my most difficult times. I remember the way we met was, I had a porch on my apartment and one day I heard children playing. I go out there and the whole neighborhood is out there. It seems about 3 or 4 kids lived around me. They invited me and my brother out there to play. Then from there on we spent all day's out there playing and having a ball. We would play until the sunset. I loved it.

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

friends

my school year started out kinda bad with my friends. The people I was close to last year, well we weren't so close this year. I started to feel really bad. I became closer to some of my friends from last year that I wasn't so close to. My close friends from last year, well were getting better but still bumpy sometimes. My mom has been here for me when I felt like I had no one and I appericate her alot. She would tell me it will happen don't worry. It has gotten better too. The hardest thing for me is when I don't have a real and true bestfriend. Im the type of person who has to have someone and when I don't I get depperessed alot. I'm glad it's gotten better and I hope things can go back to the way it use to be.